My heart shatters in my body a lot
It’s such a weird feeling
And it’s always so crazy when it happens
Because it feels the same every time
Nothing changes
It’s not like the pain gets easier
Or it happens less and less
It’s all consistent
Sometimes it doesn’t happen for any particular reason
Like,
I look into the sky and a cloud looks back at me wrong
And I feel my heart shatter
Fall through my guts
And it’s so painful
And also feels like butterflies
It’s as if the tiny shards
Are slowly ripping me open
While gently tickling me
Forcing me to ignore the warnings
My instincts are screaming in my mind
Which is why I am always stuck where I am and how I am.
Jocy's Adventures 
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