Do I want too much?
Need to much?
Is it more than anyone can honestly give?
Am I unreasonable with what would make me happy?
Should I be relying on someone’s presence to make me happy?
At the root of things I know these answers.
Maybe I just don’t want to believe them so I tell myself the opposite.
No, you don’t want too much.
No, you don’t need too much.
No, everyone is capable of giving they just don’t like you enough to commit.
No, you’re not unreasonable.
No, you can always have someone to brighten your day, everyday.
No one owes me anything.