You fill me
In more ways than one
The hole inside me that I felt would never be painless is now less achy
It hurts
It’s bruised
It’s beaten
It’s betrayed
Something I expect from everyone who comes through me
When you say those things to me
I know I am mending
And I appreciate the support and strength I pull from you
You have been my rock in a way I could never explain
My emotions have always been mine. I don’t care to share, I don’t want to explain. I am afraid. With openness comes vulnerability and I am already so fragile
I feel hot tears run past my cheek
I look you in the eyes
And say nothing
While my mind screams
Please don’t hurt me
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