How can the idea of love be so perplexing and yet so simple. You FEEL something, something that’s not explainable. And jump straight into love. I have come to realize that love is something different. I don’t know what yet but I know this explainable feel is not it. It is something very different. It is something that I created in my head to be what ever I want. Yeah, it’s nice to hear what you want, see what you want, react how you want. But when it comes down to it… NOTHING WAS REAL. Maybe the emotions I had towards it was real, but the direction I ran with it was not. I took one small tiny barely existing idea and ran, I mean took off. Like I could have fed a whole village with the way I described this crumb.