Isolation

I’m alone
And I don’t know what’s worse
Knowing I missed the opportunity
Or the fact part of me is happy

I’m experiencing this pain
I definitely am a participator
In self punishment
And if you don’t know what that is
It’s when
An individual
Takes their feelings
And decides to do something
That hurts only them
In the hopes
Of hurting another
Or getting the attention of another

I constantly find myself
Punishing
For your attention
I don’t feel like a part of your life

Seeing as I have no idea
What’s going on
In your
Life

And I feel like I will never know

I feel we will never actually
live together

This is a super uncomfortable situation
for me
and you
Don’t even notice

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  1. Based on my personal experience I would just like to say that sometimes isolation is better than being surrounded by fake people. It’s like you are closing out the door on them and trying to connect to the real you. Nonetheless it was a delightful post, thank you for sharing such an emotionally profound post! According to your convenience please do read some of my writings would love to know what you think about them 😊

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